Expired

Expired condoms, I guess they were right if I ever bought one. It is worse somehow when that joke remind you about your place in the world and even worse when you have no evidence to prove otherwise. I laughed it off, it is funny if it weren't sad and I tried to brush it off pretending that it does not bother me at all.

It does. If condoms represent those moments of lust and love, I have experiences of close to none. I love, and loved, always those feelings are lost, betrayed and the lust just stopped, and love expired. Some people on this earth found love, get married and honeymoon in Italy. Some people dinner alone, on the sofa, and some people watch movies together, in bed. C'est la vie.