Visions Of Us

Everyday I feel this distance between us start to grow bigger and bigger; as I chooses to
live this life of being an addict who chooses the drugs cause they
help to numb the mental pain that I have to deal with everyday and
night cause I feel as I have let you
down my love I just hope that one day you can forgive me for those lies I told you. I told you them to try
and hide the evil side of me that I wish for you to never see. But
I'm afraid that the demon has shown itself when I tried to hide it inside my mind in the darkest place. As it starts to show itself
you see me transform as
my eyes turn the color of the blood of those who chose to defy her
loyalty which was the biggest mistake. I start to laugh and you
start to see the pain of this life that I
live everyday. You start to understand why I live my life of addiction, see why I do the drug I do. You come up to me and
take me by the hand you look me in the eye and tell me,
"Sit down darlin we need to talk." I say ok as we sit down on our bed. You tell me, "I have seen why you have chosen to do the drug that you do. I understand why you feel these dark feelings and wish to die. I have seen the pain that this life has put you through." I start to cry, you grab me and pull me in tightly. You continue to tell me, "It's ok cause soon the people who did those that did that to you will be eradicated for the deeds they did to you. Please do not think about those dark thoughts of which you are having. I understand the thought of not wanting to be here anymore. But please don't act on them. If you kill yourself I will forever blame myself for your death cause I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most and hear your cry of pain and despear. I apologise for not being able to be there for you and for me not sympathizing with you. But I am here now so come here and let me hold you in my arms as you let your pain and emotions out." You pull me in even closer into you and you hold me tightly. I start to cry long deep sobs that show how much pain I've been thorough. You grab my chin and say, "Look at me." You remove our shields. "I love you Lindsay Rose more than my own life. That's how important you are. I would take my life if it meant saving yours. You're so precious and beautiful to me. I wish you could see the beautiful woman that I do. I see that you finally are a little bit but you still have so much self hatered. You try so hard to bottle it up but you do it so much you eventually explode. You can not do this darlin for it will eventually kill you. So let it out and I will be there for you when I can. I love you and will protect you my Queen forever. Keep being the strong Demon Queen I know you are. For I need you here for me to help me protect myself. It's almost that time. We will soon be called home my love. You need to be ready to help protect myself and I need you to be strong not emotionally but also physically. For the battle will not be easy and I will get injured during it. But I know you are strong and prepared for the war. You are my everything my Queen I don't think I could move on with my life if you weren't in it. Keep that in mind. Now come on let's go to our world where we can be safe forever." We smoke as we fly into our world. There we stay for a while.