Frustrating Money

After three years technical ghostwriting I have settled into a familiar and comfortable routine. I make money, not a lot but it is extra money.

The problem is it is comfortable and routine. I am not challenging myself and I am not making the kind of money I want to make. Now, I am an older person in retirement and I am comfortable with that. I am a diabetic so I need to be in a routine and I am OK with that as well.

The issue: I am writing hard and not seeing the fruits of my labor (did I really say That?) Anyway it is frustrating. I listened to everyone and started off with Textbroker, then graduated to Upwork. Both are admirable platforms. However, not much in the way of creativity.

Writers want to create. Writers want to see words that make a difference. Writers want to push emotions to a boiling point then cool them down. I am not doing that and it is frustrating me.