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Rated: 18+ · Other · Emotional · #2208487
Toxic relationship ends, strong feelings need to get out. Wash the brain, forget the abuse

Wash the brain. Wash the brain.
I've got to get this stuff off of my brain!
You poisoned me with your negative energy.
No one can tell me its different.
Not in here, where a thousand Velcro strips
hold together the broken pieces of your sob story. Spare me!

My valid perception of your trivial existence seems to
only intensify your angry reaction as you break down
into tiny, color-coded blocks of the hexadecimal rainbow.
Did I make out like a bandit, or did I just fall for what ever party trick
you pulled out of your pants that first night we met?
Pointless questions for which there are no answers.
A hollow head has no ability to think for itself.
Dead in your dream or right inside the truth.

The thick air is wearing me down. Reaction breaks me into fractions.
Pieces of me are taken out of this space and time and randomly placed
near the center of hell where I revolve around your faded smile
and all the while my past is catching up with me.
Insecurities are eating me alive.
Hold on tight 'cause its ready to blow . . .


B O O M !



... And suddenly I'm hurling obscenities and flaming bags of dog shit
aiming right at your face.
No time to waste.
Everything decays eventually in this place
This is how its going down.
Insanity is my plague and you gave it to me!
So dig a hole, try to know.
Let me see what your eyes take in as absolute.
Swallow your pride.
No! Fuck your pride... The way you fucked me.
So come and get your hard-loss handshake.
...And better luck next time motherfucker.
Karma is a bitch and I hope she eats you raw.
(Like Sushi)



I SAID IT!


GOODBYE
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