Blue Sky

chapter 1:
its 12.30 pm.
the sun is shining bright.
indeed its a hot day though its November 25th its about winter but no sign of it.
walking on a narrow road, ups and down but my thoughts are parallel...exactly what i am thinking ? i asked myself, in return i got a lofty breath which is filled my bosom.am i upset? am i angry?but with whom?...actually today i am feeling nothing on the other word i am feeling numbs.its funny my feelings tend to change a lot.after asking question to myself and getting zero reply i just give up.
i look up in the sky.its bright and blue some white clouds are here and there.i never get bored nor get upset whenever i loot at the sky.its just peace.

another day, depends on situation i have to wear another mask.funny, sad ,angry loved etc.
"ahh.. i wish i could look at the sky as much as i want because only that short period of time i do not have to wear any mask, i can be myself"
since when i become like this?...its been 2 and half years since my mother died, i guess it started from then.