Inner thoughts......ones we seldom have the courage to share |
Weary am I now for this thing called life has not been kind weary am i now I'm about to lose my mind Troubled am I now so burdened down by thought troubled am I now This battle to survive, no longer can it be fought pained am I now bye malicious, calculated actions pained am I now cornered by my fears, stunned by my reactions escape for me now would bring about welcome release escape for me now would bring about much needed inner peace Scared am I now for control is rapidly slipping scared am I now this fear within seeping slowly through, brutally crippling Hopeless am I now all resources drained Hopeless am I now oh please! Help me, from faith i have abstained angry am I now at all that surrounds me angry am I now for of struggle and pain I am seldom free Lost am I now left with nowhere to turn lost am I now Oh how these tears have started to burn Defeated am I now for I have fought till I can no more defeated am I now my courage has failed me, disappeared through the door weary am I now I beg for inner strength to return, to once again flow weary am I now for if strength does not return, straight to hell is where I'll go. |