lost

It's easy to get lost. No matter how long you've been working at your job, and no matter how many relationships you've built with people, you can still feel alone. It's something I've been struggling with, but to be honest I kind of like to be alone. I like to know that no matter what happens in my life, I will always have myself to come home to. But sometimes I'm not enough for myself either. I want to be able to carry myself high, and I want to be able to radiate positivity, but the waves crashing down are more than my body can carry. I want to be a light for the people who feel as lost as I do, but how can I be a light when I'm surrounded by darkness. How can I be a symbol of positivity when all I feel is sadness? I don't know.