Confused

Being lost in confusion is not so amusing and being in a state of disarray is not a place I want to stay, but since my mind is not so kind I want to leave this world behind. They always say to get a grip but this is a trip they have not been. To be on my ride means your ready to die so be cautious and in what you wish because this may well be your last dish. Be leery of your query because what you say may lead me astray and the ending may not be so gay. So be kind so my mind does not rewind to a mental state that I can no longer contemplate.