Run

Between here and there
Is light and dark
Everything I touch
It has no spark
I feel so heavy and lonely
Lost in my head
Trying not to go crazy
But where’s my in between?
The things I’ve done,
Had done to me,
and seen?
Then theirs the doing,
Of my own that I have done
The kind of things
You just can’t run from
The haunting
and day dreaming
My demons over there,
screaming!!!!
That I’m nothing
and I never will be
I’m not anything to anyone
And do they really love me?
I don’t matter and I never will
Easily forgotten,
and they all will
I beg them to be quiet
But I’m so dam tired you see
I just don’t have a lot of fight left in me