i don"t love you except because i love u

I Do not love you except because I love you, I go from loving to not loving you,from waiting to not waiting for you my heart move from cold to fire.i love you only because its you the one I love, I hate you deeply and hating you bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you is that I do not see you but love blindly.maybe January light will consume my heart with its cruel ray,stealing my key to true calm.in this part of the story I am the one who dies,the only one and I will die of love because I love you, because I love you, love, in fire and blood.