My poems are all based on things that I've felt or something I've seen |
Dear readers, My name is Dominesha Jackson and I am the author of these poems. But before you read these poems most of them are kind of despondent but I believe all teens have at least experienced some of these things...... I hope you all enjoy. Sincerely, Dominesha (the poet) Poems I am the Queen Loneliness Death C-bullying Why? Broken I miss you I knew Emotions Suicide note I am the Queen By: Dominesha Jackson I am not petite like a model I am not cute like a suburban sweet I am the Queen where people bow down to my feet I am not mean Nor am I shallow I am the girl who everyone like to brag on I am not fat Nor am I your piece of meat I am determined and eager People say I am thick and I tell them I am not Just because my hips are round and curvy That does not make me yours Just because my tummy is not flat that does not make me fat Just because my smile is so bright that does not make me yours I am the Queen and if there's trouble I'm where they lean My words hold power My hands hold value My hips may sway My thighs may be big But I am not yours I'm the Queen and the Queen I shall be I may cry but these tears are not for you They say I walk like I own the place and that's because I do I do not dress to impress Because these boys still fall down to their knees I walk the halls alone and full of pride because I am the Queen and the Queen I shall be I don't need a king I run the world alone with no hands to hold But that does not make me selfish and mean So I am the Queen and the Queen I shall be. Loneliness By: Dominesha Jackson I'm so tired of being here All the screams and cries makes me want to die I'm tired of crying So I keep my tears buried inside No matter what I say You think I'm a disgrace No matter what I do it's never good enough for you You claim you're the Queen But really you're the wicked witch Locking me away to never find my happy end Does everyone want to see me hurt Make me cry to the point to where I want to die Does no one see my pain, hear my cries No they want me to fly high Tears cover my face but people see me as a joke I'm tired of being nice or The sweet little girl people want me to be I'm tired of trying and one day people will finally see See my pain See my tears The things I fear But just know one day I will succeed Death By: Dominesha Jackson Die just die No will miss you No one cares You're worthless Wipe away those tears Nobody knows your here Nobody knows you exist Your insurance is paid Die just die Cry cry cry that's all you ever do Nobody cares You are not a queen Just let your blood drip If you want this pain to end All you have to do is just DIE! Take that knife and shove it in your side Take that rope and tie it around your neck Take that blade and put in your vain Take that gun and put it to your brain Die just die You have no purpose Your life is worthless Die just die You tried to prove But people told you to move You even told and now it's time to go Die just die I'll give it a few days then you take your life away Tell them it was suicide But everyone would know you gave up on another fight Die just die Take that knife and cut your wrist Let those boys see your gifts No one cares We all know life isn't fair But maybe if you die the world just might get there Die just die C-Bullying By: Dominesha Jackson You don't make them sad It's those demons inside of their head You don't make them cry it's those monsters telling them that everything is true You pick and judge them commenting those nasty comments when really and truly no one asked you Making fun of them because you thought it got you friends When really it made that child be put on suicidal watch You thought it was all fun and games Until they put that razor to their wrist and Rope around their neck Hoping that one day it'll all come to an end That's when you'll say it was a mistake It was a joke But it's far too late You didn't make them hate their self Those words on that screen did They tried to be brave But you laughed in their face Now their tossing and turning in their sleep Hoping that it all was a dream..... Why? By:Dominesha Jackson Why did you have to leave me behind? Why are you continuously on my mind? Why don't you want me? What did I do this time? I would have never left your side But you left mines You took me as a joke so now you have to watch me grow Don't hit my line saying how much you missed me Because you were just a lifeless joke Why did you have to lie? Could've just said you didn't want me anymore Or you could've stayed gone and left me alone Pop up around my birthday time like it's your favorite holiday But don't even stay for the actual day Like we live in a different time zone So in the end you would forever be my father you just lost the title to be my dad Grow Up! By:Dominesha Jackson Grow up you play entirely too much You would never understand what it's like to be grown Your a whore You'll never be anything Your just like your mom And you would think all those words would hurt me But no they don't I grew up on those words I've always felt anger Always wanted to fight Always wanted to argue But me not wanting to do certain things doesn't make me a kid Doesn't make me immature And those damn words doesn't make me want to grow up even more I am grown up I will grow up I don't have to grow up because you feel like I'm not good enough I am good enough I will be good enough But I will not prove I will not fight I will not beg Because I am good enough and I will grow up But one day you will see I've always been good enough Broken By:Dominesha Jackson You hurt me You broke me You tore me down And now I feel like u deserted me I would say I want to take my life away But that would only give u the satisfaction to know u accomplished your job I carry a lot of pain but I try my hardest to fight it JUST STOP! LET ME GO! I don't want to hurt anymore Let me be free Just stop hurting me But you don't seem to care Because you were never there So go ahead and laugh Go ahead and play It doesn't matter to me because each and everyday I wake up with a smile on my face And the heart that was once stolen would be restored I miss you By:Dominesha Jackson For some reason I can't seem to get you off my mind I think about you all the time Most of the time I still wish you were mine I know we can't be together because our worlds can't combine But for some reason I didn't care I wanted you to always be there I actually wanted you to care I fell for you when I was a kid And now I know you'll never be there I can't even crack a smile But the thought of you makes me want to wait a while Why can't you love me like I love you Why can't you care like I care for you I just miss the thought of you I miss your smile I miss your touch I miss you just looking at me with those lost eyes I thought no one cared I thought I was alone But then I found you so I thought you were the one til you broke me Is it wrong to want someone who hurt you? Who broke you so many times? It turns out he was a demon in disguise He just wanted to make me cry So why do I miss this guy? I Knew By:Dominesha Jackson I knew a girl who was bullied Who was talked about Who parents beat her because she was overweight Who parents called her nothing saying she would forever be alone I knew a girl Who was way too shy to take pictures because she thought we'll laugh at her Little did she know I was her friend I didn't care what people thought of her but she didn't see it I knew a girl who parents beat her because they felt she wasn't good enough She wasn't worth their time But still she tried she came to school covered in makeup But everyone thought she was just trying to be dolled up But really she was covering her body that was covered in marks She always wore long sleeves even in the summer And never ate because she felt she was overweight What can I do to help Tell the cops... My parents No it may only make things worse She would beg me not to tell Beg me to keep it a secret so I did But one day she will be someone special Emotions By:Dominesha Jackson Liar that's what you are I don't believe a thing you say You think someone cares til they laugh in your face They never want to hear a word you say You tell them one thing and they shoulder shrug When you yell they call your bluff When your quiet you a bitch When you talk you a whore When you don't play sports you are never going to be important So tell me what's good enough for you Help me understand Suicide Note I'm sorry to the people I love But I can no longer go on I don't want to be here anymore and I know I'm not welcomed I'm sorry I was born Sorry I was a mistake Sorry I'm never good enough And by the time you read this it's probably too late I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt But this is for the best I know you don't care but this is what I have left |