Awakening

Here I have thought
All that I left to float
Left them into dust
Unable to reach, already went into the musk

Days to months to almost heading up a year
Nothing gained all in despair
Come to think of it, I am no longer a kid
Trying to set my life, becoming fit

Picking on the little dot that I feel
Little to think of it, the white background, come to see
Little did I see the wonders I have been blissed
Within grief, that which I have truly missed

Who else to thank than the only One who was there
All along without a single disappear
Pouring to me nourishing me with gift of love
Little of light that only can come from nowhere but above

No more nonsense, no more crap
From today on wards, never in this trap
Writing a poem, a day shall only be
One of the way, grateful will I be