Depressed Heart

I wake up feeling pained, lost and confused
I cant even shake the dark feeling of my body being used.
Wondering what you're doing, and whom you're doing it with
Why cant I shake this feeling, my mind if in a rift.
Blame, panic and worry run in my head
All I want to do, is get back in bed.

Lost all my memories, except the one
Wish i could go back to before this heartache begun.
Pleasure, happiness and glory then sadness won
They say opposites attract, this seems like a relationship pun.
More like a punt in the chest, i smile i muster to keep abreast.

Night cant come fast enough to get past this day
Bed is where i've been, and where i will stay.
Darkness covers my face through the blinds
I dread tomorrow, when the sun starts to shine.
Exhausted, from doing nothing, and nothing will do
Until the moment i could just be back with you.

Foolish of me to be in this state
Maybe i'll be better at a later date.
Empty, alone
Im not going anywhere, i'll just stay home.