I do, I do not

I miss our talks our dates our list of places to go having meals with you I miss your jokes your voice your sweet kiss your beautiful brown eyes your crooked smile your sincere laugh your full beard your sexy face your passion about knowledge making out in your car your hands all over me your fingers inside me your creative dirty mind your hug from behind your tender small gestures your kind loving words
but I don't miss your mixed signals feeling lonely and unwanted being insecure not being enough not knowing what you want feeling that it's not mutual thinking you're with someone else knowing I'm not your number one and that you're not the one for me