voices

Voices

I hear voices calling my name,
But this time the voices are not the same.
He whispers in my ear "Im back"
I start to have a panic attack!
He whispers "did you miss me?"
I said Please just leave me be,
He whispers "I will always be here
There is nothing you can do to make me disappear
Im not your enemy but I am your friend"
He told me he's here until the end?
He whispers " if you do as I say,
then everything will go your way"
If I ignore him he wont go away,
This time he sounds like he's here to stay
I haven't heard him all day?
I feel relieved and hope he's gone away
But randomly he will reply
Your worthless and you should die!
I thought he was here to help me?
The things he says make me disagree!

Im fighting to try and win this war,
But I cant deal with his voice anymore!
He whispers "no one loves you and no one likes you"
I replied "what and you do"?
He whispers "no silly no one will,
The pressure of my voice will
make you want to kill!"
I think to myself do I have a choice!
Because I cant handle his terrifying voice!
He makes me feel really weak,
I cant tell anyone because they will think im a freak.
I've got a craving I've never wanted so much
I need to feel the sensation of a sharp touch
Im craving the blood and gore
I honestly cant deal with his voice anymore!
I hear him laughing in my ear,
This is what I always fear!
I need help to make his voice disappear!