Undependable

It's getting harder to breathe down here
Can you hear me? Can you hear me?
Being alone is my biggest fear.
But I feel better being lonely.

I never felt like I belonged
I guess it's why I always look towards the sky
Not even clouds stay for long
Even the birds like to fly

I've got too many memories in my head
Too many troubles on my shoulders
If I get any closer to the ground I'll be dead
I can't expect myself to get much older

I'm so sorry I let you down
I'm so sorry to disappoint you
I'm lying here facedown
I don't know what I can do

Why did you let me down?
Why did you disappoint me?
I'd tell you off if I didn't fear the sound
I don't want to make anyone angry

I just need to go up there
I need a little space
I wouldn't do this if I didn't care
I wouldn't even leave a trace


Stop expecting of me.
Let it be, let it be.