You speak of anger, resentment and restlessness As if you know me and have been part of my life for years I am taken back by your directness, strenght and intelligence As I listen to you disect and catagorise my life into compartments You take the lead, probing and redirecting I wonder why you are avoiding the subject but answer you anyways Your postion changes, direct and toneless Again I answer as I feel invaded as I once again respond to your query The door is open, heavy and real The elephant in the room is standing behind you mocking me too An invitation is offered, confused and insulted I agree half-heartdly and unsure of my intention to see you again I have survived, restless and angry Tossing and turning as I contemplate and mull over why I feel so misdirected The mirror, clear and unbroken I see myself looking at someone I don't know and wonder how you alread knew Tomorrow awaits, breathless and pained I reflect on your words and comments and wonder what else you may expose as true A stranger, listening and waiting I am unnerved brusied and battered as I decide what I should do with or without you (c) 2018 CC |