The Inner Demon

Feeling sadness everyday,

The feeling of hopelessness,

The feeling that you are not good enough,

That all you do is just bring people down,

Thinking that your friends hate you,

That they hang out with you

Because their friends hang out with you,

That your family doesn't love you,

But they love you,

They hope the best for you

But you can't see that it's not true,

That your friends want the best for you,

That they want to hang out with you everyday.

Your family love you a lot.

You can't help it,

You just want to give up,

You don't know why you are still alive,

You always think about suicide,

But some reason,

You do not commit suicide

Is it because you just want to keep going?

Is it because you just do not have the guts?

Do it,

Nobody loves you,

Everyone hates you.

Why don't you?

What?

You do not want to?

Do not worry,

You are not alone,

Your family loves you

Your friends want to hang out with you.

Now,

Do not fake your smile,

Smile because you are still alive,

Smile because you are an amazing person,

Smile because you are a survivor,

Survivor of your own inner demons.

Do not fake a laugh,

Laugh because your friends tell you funny jokes,

Laugh because you have no reason why you are laughing,

Just laugh because the inner demons are stupid,

Laugh because they are pulling you down,

Laugh because you are flipping them off,

Saying fuck you.

Get up and out of your bed,

Go hang out with your friends,

Tell them you are happy that they are in your life.

Go tell your family that you love them.

You are a survivor of your inner demons,

That you fought for your life,

And that you are alive,

And that suicide attempt,

Will forever be the last one,

Because the inner demons are gone,

Gone back to hell,

And they will never come back,

Because they are gone forever.

Say goodbye to the demons,

Do not say goodbye to your family,

Your friends,

Your boyfriend or girlfriend.

All you have to say is,

Goodbye,

Goodbye forever,

And Fuck you.