Broken Hearted

Days like this,
Days that leave a creeping hollow feeling inside me,
Feels like I’m going to fall off a ridge,
Oh why can’t you see.

Pain,
It’s hitting me so hard,
Each hit stings like acid rain.
Wish their was a card,
That gave a all access pass to happiness.
Hate this feeling,
It fills me with dread knowing I’m just a guest,
Knowing my anger, my sadness, will never be finished healing.

Happiness, seems like a dream.
So far away,
Yet so close, teasing me, tearing at my seam(s)
The pain in me making me sway.
Its so hard to breathe,
Away from you,
My despair making me heave.

The pain is making me spin like whiplash,
Why is it so hard to be forced to stay away,
Feels like I’m diving into a pool of misery with a splash,

Not one ray,
Not one spot,
No happiness whether it's May,
Or June, the pain is consuming me;leaving me to rot.
All alone.
Not one word from you.
The pain of it making me moan.
All the happy colors fading into a mushy hue, (As my tears drop.)

I’m missing you,
Wishing to hear something, anything at all.
Sitting in a heap of despair crying because I’m so blue.
My life straying from yours crashing hard, as I fall.
Away from you,
Against my will,
I will always remember you,
Even as I’m kill(ed)