W.I.F.E

Thinking of time and how much it has been spent wasted. While I figure everything out for myself. When the man of my dreams was suppose to be fighting with me has been fighting against this whole entire time. While I fought everyone for him. The picture perfect circle around my finger but know giving him the middle finger for the treatment he put me through. Start of the story was the all around picture perfect cure for the aching heart. Thought he would give me the perfect treatment plan for full recovery. While internalizing fire everywhere for the people he taught me who did me wrong, only to find I was doing wrong to myself. Alienated people of my own kind for whatever initiation for everyone else. Keep everyone else satisfied while losing myself through time. Wanting to stop time for a moment to not lose anymore time then what has already been lost. Losing more time becomes detrimental to my health. While it favors his ego. The abuse of his undesirable truth having a part of my heart saying the streets have taught me to be stronger than this. The other part of my heart is saying take a gun to your head and just end it. The damage of being left with no purity for me to turn around and ask why he took it from me only to be founded stupid with this poor me welfare invasive fire energy of being beat again. Take time out of being thankful for a man that was fake all along who I thought was truthful. I take my pride and joy and witness internal fire everywhere. I just make sure he is the victim.