All at Once

All at once, my world was torn to shreds.
All at once, my fears had turned to dread.
All at once, I never wanted to live again.
And all at once, I never prayed for my sins.
All at once, my head split open at the trenches of rock bottom.
For six months, demons came from hell, and I fought them.
My tan pigment was released in the sharp air.
The silky brown turned to thinning, dull hair.
My eyes shone like some hazel gem in the bottom of a sea.
Now as grey as the wise, how could it be?
A young girl, born with a brave red heart.
She grew up so fast, but had the hardest start.
All at once, she lost the only love she had.
And all at once, she starts to be driven to the horribly bad
All at once, she was in a Hell she never had been real.
For an eternity, she didn't know how to feel.
She tried to be happy, but what she felt was empty.
All she was, was empty.