Missing you

I'm laying here sighing and crying, all I want it to be held by you. I miss you and I know you are having problems and I know you need your space, but god what I would do to just see your face. My heart still beats only for you and with you not here my heart is in two.
I am laying here with a slideshow of all of our good times. From the day we met, to the day we last spoke. I would give anything for some cuddles or a sweet sweet kiss, but that is not all I miss.
I miss your laugh, I miss your smile and I miss the good times we used to have.
I'd give anything to know you are thinking of me and you want to work things out, but my fear is that you are just moving on with your life.
I feel like I can't breathe without you by my side, yes things will be different, but I promised for better or for worse, and I'm not giving up now.
No matter what, I'm still your wife and I hope to keep it that way.
I love you, please let me know you are safe.