The voices are not real |
it's hard to keep my sanity and hard to see reality with all these demons haunting me taunting me teasing me and mocking me watching me in my sleep and in me dreams i think they're fucking stalking me i can't escape or evade them i can't even get a break they follow me everywhere counting every step i take breathing sweating panting guessing everyday i'm fucking stressing every night i close my eyes they got me fucking counting blessings how much of this can i take before i lose all control my tolerance is wearing thin they got me fearing for my soul everyday and every night you can see it in my eyes shunned away from the light can't you see i'm petrified they got me fearing for my life there is nowhere safe to go fear of day and fear of night they put a bounty on my soul everytime i try to rest all i think about is death i'm waiting for this shit to end until then i'll hold my breath no one ever loved you no one ever cared no one give a shit 'cause no ones ever there so quit lying to yourself and open up your eyes just get it over with they all have to die theyre invading in my sleep theyre invading in my dreams insonias a motherfucker i cant no privacy they lie to me play hide and seek theyre driving me to lunacy theyre everywhere they dont care if im awake or asleep are these guys for real or am i hallucinating doctors say its in my head this shit is fucking frustrating im running out of options preechers say i need gods light but it doesnt seem to help the voice say to end my life they tell me humans are too fickle that they all deserve to die they abandoned me like a sheet they hung me out to fucking dry theyre controling every thought theyre controling every mood theyre not just in my dreams anymore theyre getting harder to elude they got me streched got me pressed my heart is pounding in my chest its gotten to the point where im feeling like i am possessed its a fucking living nightmare because theyre always in my face they wont fucking let me go theyre making me a mental case no one ever loved you but we always cared no one gave a shit but were always there so quit lying to yourself and open up your eyes just get it done they all have to die azazel satan devil beelzabub and abadon razakel wants me to kill until every motherfuckers is gone evil rushes forward drilling deep into my mind i'm fighting hard the urge to kill but theyre counting down the time a mental block a mental shock its taking everything i got theyre good at what they do it only takes them one shot the pressure starts to get to me im getting ready to fucking crack fucking snap insomniac as serious as a heart attack everyday its getting harder i dont know how long ill last the madication isnt wroking i can still hear them laugh its getting down to the wire i can feel im on the brink eventhoguh i see a shrink it doesnt do a fucking thing a battle for my sanity and im on the losing end i know that theyre my enemy but they act like theyre my friend they held me tight every night they listen to me when i cry fuck it everybody's gonna die |