All things for a reason |
Standing on black sole-cutting lava field, nursing stubbed toe. Lava doesn't give: it takes. Watching steam plume as magma incinerates the sea - in the moment, a world away from everything. Text dings and I am caught by surprise. 'Call asap. don't worry, the dog is fine.' No signal. Dog is fine? What isn't? I'm six time zones away in the middle of the Pacific ocean-- nothing I can do from here. Hours (lifetimes?) later I hear seventy mile an hour winds leveled back yard sixty foot trees and our screen room. But the dog's okay. We'll be home in a week. Make required calls sipping maitais on the beach. Arrive home in the dark, can't really see. Morning shocks vacation to mere memory-- glow fades under insurance quotes. But the dog is happy and the house itself isn't damaged. Jet lag greys reaction as adjusters hem and haw and the roof leaks. On distant island lava still pours into the ocean: Madam Pele is unconcerned. Three season room with cathedral ceiling to replace what once was. We start calling the potential room the Maui room: designing around a desire to return to paradise. We quickly rename it: Ka Moe Lumi - the dream room. Old dreams are replaced by new as focus shifts-- we make room for a piece of heaven brought home in heart and mind. Meanwhile, the dog goes out, has a new path for morning wander. The wind chimes are retrieved, rehung. We have a clear, tree-free view of evening sun displays. On Maui we sat and watched the sun set over Lanai. Now we watch it set over the neighbor's backyard we barely saw before. No waves crash here, only trees and screen rooms. It appears we shall continue to adjust our view. We add a free standing fireplace to the design: we shall have plenty of wood to fuel it while we feed new dreams. |