This humorous life

How little the world seems to me.
Without a doubt I lie for her
And regret is what my heart sees.
But, at the center of my eye
She does not seem to bother me.

Without a doubt I'll lay with her.
Ignorance is bliss they may say
But, I feel I’ve been led astray
To the ways of the world through her.
I can no longer see the day

Without a doubt, I lie to her
That my world is nothing but ash.
Pity falls upon my shoulders
The truth from me is what she lacks.
No…
What am I saying?

The truth I don’t see, is what I lack,
I make up a world that is not there!
And the world that’s there is happiness!
Humorous it is this way...
To find that I can live another day.
She makes me realize,
That the world is larger
Than what I believe it to be.