Life

Maybe it's not life,
but who I'm supposed to be.
Suffering with who I am,
fighting for what I want to be.
We fight our problems head on,
That's what they said to me since I was young.
Life is hard,
when you hate who you are.
Fighting for what you want but not succeeding.
I don't feel alone,
since my demons made themselves a home.
Everything I touch
Turns into dust.
Don't get close because i cant watch you go.
A beautiful flower seems to vanish in thin air
and no one seems to care.
Hold on to what you love,
and dont let go.
Don't be afraid of being afraid.
It could be your last time,
the last time you speak to them.