Hope

One day I was walking down the street and I came across this gay girl who was pretty as can be.
She said I'm homeless so I'm bout to get fucked up cuz I'm fucked up and I don't got no where to go as her word slurred I'm sure that moment in her life would be a blurr,
And that touched me
even though I was going through the same thing
that would never could never be me sitting at a bus stop with all my things
getting drunk and high just to maintain
trying to conceal the pain of loneliness, worthlessness, and feeling like nobody really cares
So when she said fuck everybody I know who don't got faith in me
when all I want to do is be all that I can be
my thoughts was idk maybe I should've said it I burned a lot of bridges at the same time I've broken a lot of hinges
Till the doors no longer open
I can't be mad I just got to do better
but one things for sure imma get past this stormy weather
each day just trying to get settled
one day I'll look back and say damn I made it laugh like no0lw I'm a simulated model citizen that society wants me to be
see what can't be done is to give up hope even if everyone else thinks you are a joke
life get hard but I'm not going to jump with a rope around my neck
like that's the only resolution
suicidal thoughts man that's excuses
You hold the key to your life so your the solutio😴😴turn the negative into a positive and u can do extraordinary greatness
and I quote, “the people who do the greatest things are least expected”
Queen Ya Majesty's words of encouragement