Terra
Sol
Sitting on the cliffs of Mt. Solstice, Echo was reminded of how
fervently she loved her home. This side of the mountain was mostly
rock and ferns, but the view offered her miles of tree tops and hills
for her eyes to savor. A vivid imagination allowed her to touch the
top of each giant tree and soar with the falcons into the horizon. In
her fantasies she could lay on the top of the jungle and rest her
feet in Serenity Lake to the west. The tops of the trees swayed left
and right, revealing greens on every aspect of the spectrum. The
breeze caressed her face as she tried to picture how soft or rigid
the top of the Polyp trees might be. She could close her eyes and be
transported mentally to anywhere on Terra Sol, but this was by far
her favorite spot. As she sat, reveling in her hypothetical
adventures, the stone underneath her made her bottom sore and legs
fall asleep. As beautiful as the cliffs were, streaked with lavender
and blue, they did not make the perfect place to let the imagination
train run rampant. Standing and stretching the stiffness from her
limbs, Echo realized how the time had gotten away from her. Her
siblings would be picking the guania fruit and herbs from the garden
for dinner on the other side of the mountain, cursing her name for
every minute she was not there to help. Subconsciously shaking off
their supposed criticisms, she inhaled one last deep breath of the
sweet summer air before kicking up the dirt on the trot back home.
Her village was a couple of miles away, but her long legs would carry
her there in minutes.
Long legs, bronzed skin and dark hair were trade-marks of her
home planet, but the almond shaped eyes and cat-like grace came from
her family alone. As she approached the outskirts of their yard, she
saw her sisters had their own raven mops braided down their backs and
baskets of the deep orange fruit balanced on their heads. She was
too far away to see the looks on their faces as she approached the
edge of the field and glad for it. Cocking one side of her mouth and
clucking her tongue, Echo shook her head at her younger and
mischievous sisters. From the right, her elderly neighbor, Stanza,
waived to her across the clearing as she bounded toward the row of
houses.
"Hullo Stanza! "
"Hullo, Echo. My you've grown like a Grover weed! Closing in
on 6 foot it looks like. "
"6'3 now, actually. Mum says I should stop any day now. Or at
least, she hopes so. I think she's tired of making longer clothes."
She gestured town her beige pants that were already about an inch too
short. Although Echo was getting tall for her age, Stanza still
trumped her by about 5 inches. He was known around the village as
Stan-tree for his height and sturdy build. A rumor among the younger
children was that Stanza would go into the forest when he dies and
turn into a giant oak tree.
"At least those little sprouts will have something to grow
into." Stanza offered. Experience had taught him there was no
reason not to be optimistic.
"Ha! No ways...the twins are too petite. Twigs they are. They
will hit 6 foot if they're lucky, but I doubt they will have any
meat on their bones until they make little twins of their own."
Stanza chuckled at Echo's honesty.
"Blunt as a cliff, just like your father when he was a boy."
He patted her head before nodding back toward her modest home.
You better get back and help your mum while she's still got you
around."
"You're right. I was just on my way to help with dinner when
you waved. I'll see you later?"
"Oh definitely!" he grinned and revealed crooked teeth and
laugh lines that proved the years may not have been easy, but he
always took it in stride.
"At the very least I will be with the rest of the village to see
you off."
Not knowing what to say, she waived and headed home. The nostalgia
that surrounded her on the south side of the mountain crept back into
her eyes as she told Stanza goodbye.
The kitchen was already filled with a savory sweetness although
her mum had just brought the guania and meat to a boil. Echo stopped
for a moment just over the threshold to take a big whiff and allow
her stomach to let loose a growl. Her mouth immediately watered as
she visualized dinner and remembered how long ago breakfast had been.
Soon the table would be set with hearty stew, cheese, bread and
colorful conversation of the day's events. She looked forward to
hearing about her father's day at the building yard almost as much
as she was anticipating dipping her bread in the stew and sinking her
teeth into the thick crust in order to reveal the luxuriously soft
center. Later, the family would eat frozen sweet cream on the porch
to counter the humidity of a Terra Sol night even though they would
all undoubtedly be full. At the moment, however, everyone was going
through the routine of washing hands, faces and even feet before
dinner. Automatically, she took to the sink and started to scrub
under her nails. Deep in thought, she almost didn't notice the
twins coming into the kitchen behind her an unloading their pickings
for the day.
" This is what I will miss the most" Echo thought.
" Does everyone have rituals and routines? Will I know what to
expect out there? Or will I always be caught off guard? What if the
food is bad? What if..." A million negative possibilities flashed
through her mind.
"Echo!" she was taken out of her reprieve by a bump from the
younger twin, Celia.
"Stop daydreaming and help us set the table, Yah?" Echo gave
her a bump back as she reached for the plates in the cupboard but
stayed silent.
"You're not gone, yet, you know." Claire, the older half,
said with a sigh from the other side of the kitchen.
"You still have responsibilities, just like the rest of us. I
should put my wash in with yours for skipping the gardening today."
"You two made it out o.k. by the looks of it." Echo replied
while eyeing the heaping baskets of fruit waiting on the counter.
"We could have been done in half the time and you know it."
Celia said with a scowl.
"Don't be such a whiner, Celia, or I'll give you some of
that cheese to chew on."
"You know she's right, Echo. Are you going to abandon your
chores on Delphime too?" Claire knowingly struck a nerve but didn't
back down from the fight.
"We won't have chores Claire. We have jobs.
Like adults." Echo replied as she bumped the older twin out
of the way finish setting the table.
"Brute!" Claire slammed the basket she was holding down on
the floor, ready for the brawl.
"Imp!" Echo's eyes flashed, accepting the challenge.
"You're in for it now." Celia warned no one in particular.
"Girls!" Their mother called from outside.
" Separate yourselves immediately." The twins took to the
sink while Echo backed up to her earlier post of setting up the
table.
"Claire. Celia. Come help me take the wash off the line until
dinner is done. Echo, make sure the stew doesn't stick." With
minimal protest all three girls moved around the kitchen, careful not
to make contact. The twins would rather be outside anyway, even if it
meant helping their mother with the wash. The evening was clear,
unlike the humidity of the kitchen. Echo stirred the pot per her
mother's instructions, getting lost in her own mind again. Claire's
comment about Delphime (pronounced Del-feem) aggravated her more than
she would ever admit. It was true she had skipped out on her fair
share of chores before, but who didn't? That didn't make her
irresponsible...right? No, she would complete all of her duties on
the water planet. She straightened her back and strengthened her
resolve to be the best representative of Terra Sol she could be.
Just as she was running through all of the worst possible scenarios
that could arise while away from home for the third time that day,
her father came banging his work shoes on the door. The dirt flew off
in large chunks and pelted their door mat. She didn't know why her
father insisted on wearing such clunky things when most people went
without shoes altogether. They fit his personality, though, as much
as his sturdy build and short crop of hair did as well.
"You ARE going to miss them, you know." He began, bringing
her mind away from Delphime and back to the argument between her
sisters.
"And they ARE going to miss you back." He added, as if he
could read her mind.
"Yeah, well they sure don't act like it." She strained
herself not to roll her eyes.
"Everyone expresses pain differently, Echo. What happens when
you smash your fingers? What do you do?" Abrahm eased into his
"lecture" voice. Echo could feel that a life lesson was waiting
in their midst to be captured and absorbed.
"I yell. I probably kick whatever darned thing smashed them."
She said with a little smug pride. She learned young not to show pain
or vulnerability when she was really hurt.
"And what does Micha do when he smashes his?" Abram
continued, plopping a berry into his mouth from the fruit bowl on the
counter. He nonchalantly looked over his shoulder to make sure his
wife wasn't picking in to see him spoil his dinner.
"Cries. Because he's 10." She said with strong redundancy.
Where was he going with this?
"And what does your mother do when she's hurt?" She had to
think for a moment. When was the last time she had seen her mum hurt?
Quin was the toughest woman she knew, and the best mum because of it.
"I don't know." She finally answered."Nothing I guess.
Mum is too strong to kick or cry or scream."
"Your mother is strong, that's true. But she does feel pain."
And after a moment, "She sings when she's hurt, Echo. She spouts
joy and emotion to cover the pain." Some distant memory danced
behind her father's eyes for a second, and then was gone.
"The girls are hurting, so they hurt something else. It's
their own way of dealing with pain. And maybe if they hate you enough
by the time you leave they won't miss you once you're gone." He
said with the wisdom of a man who had hurt and been hurt enough in
his lifetime to know what pain was and how it operated in a person.
"That's the stupidest thing I've ever heard. Isn't it
better to love someone while you have them and miss them while their
gone, than to hate them forever?" Echo was instantly angry and
frustrated at how anyone could choose to be hateful on purpose. Abram
smiled to himself.
"That's the real question, isn't it?" Echo opened her
mouth to question him further, but the twins, little Micha and her
mother all came into the kitchen at once, prepared to eat.
Later, as the six of them ate frozen sweet cream on the porch
under the gathering clouds, echo heard the cicadas begin to buzz and
girls started up an old village serenade they all learned in school.
With all of her favorite things in place and her departure looming in
the distance, Echo wished desperately for something to kick.
As soon as the eastern sky began to fade into dawn, Echo was
racing across the village toward orange-leaf ridge. Of all the
realms, those from Terra Sol (Solars) were the quickest. Echo was
especially fast on long, muscular legs that were practiced on the
rough terrain of the mountain. Millie was already on the ridge, one
knee to the stone and one propped up on which to rest her hands,
manipulating a few pebbles at her feet with her eyes closed. All of
the Solars could manipulate the elements of their natural world, but
none were encouraged to do so past their mentoring years. She doubted
her parents even knew how to anymore. Once the planets decided to
begin the age of peace, manipulating was strongly frowned upon. The
Solar Soldiers had used their abilities to fight the other forces
from Delphime and Airedessa. Now, manipulating was associated with
the war and pain and death. If any of the elders knew that Millie and
Echo practiced like this, they would have them put in work camps that
same day. Pushing aside thoughts of the war and the elders, Echo
mimicked Millie's position, placing her left knee on the stone,
bowing her head and finding her center. Within moments she too was
reaching inwardly for the stones that Millie was manipulating in
small circles. Millie had began to push herself further- out into the
jungle where she could wave branches, blow up leaves and twirl
sticks. Still, a small part of Millie kept moving the stones. That
is, until Echo fought her to take over. Frustration marked Millie's
brow as she tried to regain control and the soil down the slope of
the ridge began to shift. Millie cracked an eye to see a smug smile
resting on Echo's face. Millie knew she was losing the battle and
had no choice but to break pose and push Echo over and down the
slope. Any fight that Millie was going to lose was not a fight she
intended to see the end of. Echo tumbled a short way and landed with
a laugh and an oomph.
"You damned cheater!" She shouted up to Millie as she brushed
off her knees and pulled leaves out of her hair.
"It wasn't supposed to be a competition! You just always make
it into one." She crossed her arms over her chest, knowing she was
in the right for pushing Echo off her high horse. Literally. In
minutes Echo was back up the slope, confident smirk still in place.
Her tan shorts were a little dirtier than before, but she didn't
really care.
"That's because you never share." She countered, while
pulling the elastic band off of the end of Millie's braid in a
flash. In one motion she stretched the band and shot it off her thumb
and into the jungle. Millie didn't bother to watch it go, knowing
it wasn't coming back.
"I would tell you to go find it, but I know you won't"
"Yeah, and I would tell you to stop pushing me down hills, but I
know you won't do that either." With the girlish affection of
childhood friends, Mille barely held back a smile and shook her head.
"Oh what ever will I do when you're gone my dear, sweet Echo?
I will have so much peace and quiet, I might become the most powerful
Solar in the village." Echo took a step and put a bronzed arm
around her best friend's shoulders.
"Calm, temperate Millie," Echo began, mimicking Millie's
earlier sarcasm, making her giggle despite herself.
"The village isn't ready for a practiced Manipulator such as
you. Honestly, they are all lucky I have been here to hold you back
all this time."
Millie flinched a little on the inside. Echo had never held her
back and they both knew it. Even though Millie had spent double the
time studying, practicing, and training, Eco had always been a
little....better. Maybe some small part of her subconscious was
jealous, but she stifled it with every other inch of her will. Echo
had not only been her biggest competition for the past 18 years, but
also her greatest friend. She had never made her feel inferior or
second best. On the contrary, Millie knew she was better in every way
because Echo had pushed her to her best. Now that she knew what
determination and hard work felt like when they were pushing through
her veins, she could never settle for being a village house wife.
"Oh yeahs, I'm sooo grateful for you protecting the village
from me." Millie kept up the dripping sarcasm that was present in
many of their conversations. Her voice oozed intolerance, but her
eyes shown with love.
"Smartass." Echo pursed her lips and gave her a little shove
on the shoulder. "I can't stay long, I want to go see the little
ones before orientation. I doubt I will have time to go back again
before..." Echo didn't have to finish her sentence for Millie to
know how she was feeling or what she was thinking."
"Before you start the greatest adventure of EITHER of our lives?
Before you make your way to the capital to become the greatest
socio-cultural analyst this system has ever seen? Either of those
options will suffice for an ending to that sentence." She was
attempting to draw Echo's mind away from the negative. A place
Millie knew Echo had been visiting far too often lately.
"Yeah, something like that." Her eyes and heart trailed over
to the jungle, that thick trees and ferns she loved so much.
"How can you be so down all of a sudden? You've been working
toward this internship since you were twelve."
Echo ran a hand through the loose strands of hair that had escaped
her braids and blew out an exasperated breath. Where to begin? Or
could she even start to explain to Millie something she didn't
understand herself?
"It's just the twins...and mom...and Stanza..." She
stuttered and searched for words.
"So, it's everyone?"
"Yes! I mean...Well, no, it's not them... I mean...I'm not
sure."
Millie cocked a dark and amused eyebrow. Echo was never flustered.
Finally, after a prolonged and heavy silence, she turned to face her
head on and spew the conflicting emotions fighting inside of her.
"I just don't want anything to change, you know? Grover
Village and Terra sol are all I have known for...well forever. Yeah,
I know we've studied the other realms in our mentoring, but it's
not the same. I just have this feeling that as soon as I leave
nothing is going to be the same. That's terrifying! Yet, I'm so
incredibly excited. And then I'm guilty because I'm incredibly
excited. But why am I feeling guilty? Everyone told me to go, and I
know it's the right thing to do. It's the smart thing to
do. But the twins have already started acting weird. I don't think
Micha really knows how long I will be gone, or he would be acting up
too." Echo had sat on the edge of the ridge before starting in on
her monologue, and Millie joined her in an empathy stance.
"It's just a year. It'll be over before you know it." Echo
loved Millie's positivity, but found it hard to convince her heart
that year would pass unnoticed.
"And besides," Millie continued, "You will probably be too
busy to miss us once you're gone. We've all memorized your
schedule and there is only one break." This time Echo knew she was
at least partially right. She could recite the preliminary schedule
from memory two days after receiving it in the mail upon acceptance
into the internship. She ran through the coming year in her mind,
even though she knew Millie was right about the number of scheduled
home visits.
Month 1- Intensive Orientation
Month 2- Preliiminary studies of rural areas.
Month 3- Intensive studies of rural areas. Ages
0-15
Month 4- Intensive studies of rural areas. Ages
15-30
Month 5- 3 weeks of intensive studies. Ages 30-50
[1 Week Home Visit]
Month 6- Preliminary studies of Urban Areas.
Month 7-Intensive studies of Urban Areas. Ages
0-15
Month 8- Intensive studies of Urban Areas. Ages
15-30
Month 9- Intensive Studies of Urban Areas. Ages
30-50
Month 10- Free Rang Studies-Area of Choice.
Month 11-Free Range Studies-Area of Choice.
Month 12- Exit Interviews, Assessments and
Qualified Screening.
The last phrase always made her heart jump a little. Qualified
Screening meant you successfully qualified to move into the
second phase of the internship. Less than half of the interns
accepted to study on Delphime were able to move on to Airedessa. And
of those, only a handful was able to work for the capital.
"I've waited my whole life to travel
outside Terra Sol. This isn't a mistake, right?" She asked
herself for the millionth time. Instinctively, she turned her head a
little to see Delphime hovering in the distance. As the sun came up
over the eastern horizon, Delphime was beginning to disappear to the
south. The turquoise and silver of the watery planet glowed in the
light of the fresh morning sun. Millie turned to look at the
disappearing realm as well, sensing the beauty and majesty of their
great star system. All at once Echo felt that something amazing and
horrible was waiting out there for her, and she didn't know if the
feeling of awe or terror would consume her first.
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