''Love''. Crushes. |
I keep trying to stop, to stop all my madness, but you just keep coming, coming with sadness! I barely know you, and you barely I, but you are the beauty, in my beholder's eye! I push and I shove, to relieve from my mind, but I just cannot leave you, leave you behind. For you're the one I want, whom I long for in dreams, perfection in one form, folded, without seams. And I picture you constantly, every waking moment, I want your love, but that means I must hold it. And I hold to it, this love that I have, but you are my thought, I can't get you out, and love can't be bought. I long for nothing, nothing but to tell you, but that'd bring you down here, and you'd be in hell, too. I cannot take this anymore, this dreadful existence, not with this love, and it's powerful persistence. If ever there was a drug, so strong as this, I'd take it's infliction, to rid this addiction. I want to beg to you, thought you don't know, but my love stays deep down, buried in snow. For if I told you, I'd ruin what I have, those few simple glimpses, they aren't so bad. I wish I had much more, that is for certain, but still, I will go on, closing my curtain. Just to see you smile, it is a gift from the stars, but this gift holds my joy, closing the bars. It isn't your fault, how I think you are perfect, how I wish for your presence; anything is worth it. I'd kill, I'd steal, I'd rob, I'd cheat! To be with you, stand against a naval fleet. But you'll never know this! My eternal sorrow! How I just WISH I could tell you! Maybe tomorrow? No, it won't be! My sadness drives this... my longing, drives me, longing for a kiss. And it's taking it's toll, it's bursting the hangar, this withdrawal from you, filling me with anger! I know you don't know, how could you know? I try not to give hints, to keep it below. But I'm going insane, from this pain that you make, I look at myself, and see the reflection shake. So every once in a while, our eyes will meet, nothing to you; my heart skips a beat. And I'll say something interesting, simply for your voice, when it meets my ears, it feels, the best choice. And you take it away! I know I'm not being fair.... But you cause my dismay! I wish we could share... Share good times, and make a nice moment, for these I would cherish, and make any atonement. But I'll keep it away, far away from your ears, far away from your eyes, hidden in your peers. I want you to know, so I hope that they tell, but inside, I believe, my feelings will dwell. But my hopes remain high, despite all I miss; my life will be complete, the moment we kiss. |