Do I Say It?

You're in my head and on my mind,
Wrapped 'round my heart, like barbed twine.
Can't help but want to make you mine,
Shut my mouth and I'll be fine.

Do I say it,
Is it real?
These feelings that I seem to feel.

My demons fight me to the core,
I don't wanna fight anymore.

They are winning,
This is true.
But how do I say this,

I love you....

I love you,
there you go.
It's said aloud,
Now you know.

To stay just friends,
Or something more?
Who can really, say for sure.

My feelings for you might just faded,
In which case, friends we'll remain.

But by chance,
should your's grow.
Please tell me,
I'd like to know.

Because I've fallen,
Can't help myself.
I get jealous,
When you're with some else.

We are so different,
I see this too.
So I leave it up to you.

Do I let these feelings grow,
or is your answer simply "No"?