Roller coaster

Tears are falling without a reason.
The emotions inside change worse then the season.

No control over my mind.
Lost in this moment and feeling blind.

Finding my way through the clouds.
In the distance are fading crowd's.

Feeling my stomach turn to knots.
All alone with empty thoughts.

No escape from my emotions.
Whis they'd float away with the waves of the oceans.

Constant pain with no relief.
Its like living every day with the feeling of grief.

Feeling happy is all I want.
But getting there is just a taunt.