Distractions

I found myself simply staring off into space, instead of focusing on the task at hand. I couldn't help it after the events of the day. Matthew and I had spent the day walking in the park, discussing our future. He had told me he wasn't ready to settle down, which was rather unfortunate, seeing as I was. Yet, I knew, it was time to let him free. I can't allow myself to be the nail him down, when he is ready to fly away like the birds that I was watching out the window at this particular moment. I will miss him, and I won't allow him to know that my heart was breaking. My only distraction, would be to return to my computer screen, and hope for something better.