Idol Venery

I need it yet I neglect it.
Idol came into my life, and I assumed it was expendable.
I was so wrong.
I thought Idol would never leave, I thought Idol needed me.
Idol didn't need me, but I needed Idol.
Idol is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.
Oh Idol, I beg you, look at me again.
Please see in me what you saw before, please Idol.
It kills me that you would be in union with another.
It kills me that another would look at you in venery, and descend upon you.