Raging Emotions

Some of the chaos of how my mind flips around from feeling to feeling....

Emotions flowing everywhere
Some are dark and then some have care
Fear of failure and being alone
A pain that aches and makes me moan
I hate the way I sometimes feel
I may look fine but I am ill
Rage inside that is like a fire
Happiness that floats up higher
Tears fall fast like a rain shower
Other times I feel I have power
I can't look at my ugly face
So nasty it makes my heart race
Sometimes my hair will look so good
I don't feel I must wear a hood
Other times I feel I must hide
Those are the days I feel I've died
Some days I am happy and free
Some days I don't know the real me
I get so lost in my own hell
Into the darkness I have fell
Trapped inside my own crazy mind
A way out I have yet to find
The demons are now in control
Through my mind they all take a stroll
The voices talk non-stop chatter
I never feel like I matter
Fighting what only I can see
I only want to be set free
Each day I wake for the next fight
Knowing there is no end in sight