Struggle of addiction and a different way of HOW the addiction began.... |
As I'm waiting for you my heartbeat picks up speed Knowing that you have exactly what I need Trying not to want it, but we both know that I do Caught up in a world, I know that isn't true Every time that I take one, it makes me feel so free Wishing for a life, that I know could never be I am changed forever, stuck deep inside this hell Coming here to see you, trying to get well You were supposed to help me, I put my trust in you Now I think I'm dying, can you fix that to? Hating you for killing me, yet still needing you so bad Wishing for my life back, and everything I had I now live in the darkness, that dwells inside my head All because I did, exactly what you said My life will soon be over, for I cannot fight this fight Despite what you say, I know this isn't right It started out so small, just something for the pain Now if I don't have it, my body goes insane So now here I am addicted, and I have no strength to quit My doctor is my dealer, now isn't that some shit! *Not sure about this completely so any feedback or advice would be appreciated!* |