Roller Coaster

The ups and downs

Down as I falter
I feel I've lost, whats life to offer
Alone I am, with countless brothers
They all watch me, spectate my stumble
I don't talk much, my words I fumble
Can't spread the truth, lost in a jungle
And without love, all things plunder
Blunder after blunder, as I fall under

Up I coast
Loving life the most, can't be brought down with unwavering hope
It cannot fade I feel it flourish, not coping with life, it copes with me
Do as I wish, while benefiting others until we both are free
Cannot be oppressed as this life is the best
If I mean what I say tell me what else is left
Happiness found, no room for destruction
Growth continues on as I promote all my brothers
Continue we do, no longer strapped down
Feeling as if my hands have left the ground

In an unwanted cycle with no sight of an end
I spectate my life as opposed to diving in
Knowing this way I can't lose with also no way to win

Lack of answers and I'm thrown back in this thing again