invisable

Invisible
I feel like im hidden behind a wall
Because I don't take the plunge and fall
And become the embodiment of their their ideals
The idea that you have to be loud to be heard
The idea that if your quite it means you don't noticed
I have been talked over and around so many times
People talk trough me not to me
people don't realize there is more
More to people than what they see on the outside
They don't see my empathy they don't see my emotions
No they see that quite kid in the class and write him off
Not that they will ever realize the injustices that that brings
They don't realize a fundamental fact
That nobody shows themselves fully to anyone
Atleast not till you get to know them
So I ask why do you think I don't deserve to even get a chance
That I don't even deserve to have one word spoken too them
Im feel sorry for you I truly do
You cant see out side your own world
You don't see anybody elses point of view
Im truly sorry that you cant show your true selves
That you put up a wall but not like mine
You put up a wall that hides who you are
Just so you can fit in
So tell is it worth it
Is it worth it to change the emobodyment of who you are
Is worth it to just be one of the hive
You see I know a truth its not your truth but mine
Because no truth is univerasal
The truth I know is the fact changing who you are is wrong
Your put on this world for a reason so why change
Why do you want to change your god given gifts
Ive know this sence the moment I was born
So tell me how do you not know this too
And yes I know high school is hard life is hard
And I will change you but you can't let that change what you are
Because you are clay and life is the hands that shape you
But even though you are the one being molded you still have choice
These choices are the ones that control the hands
These hard choices are the ones that control what makes you
These hard choices are the ones that that let you control who you want to be
So why, why is you choice to chose to give in socity
Yes socity can be harsh but why do you feel the need to even try to fit in
Why do you let outher peoples opions shape you
Its completely confounded to me the way your hide yourself
So l may be invisble but I don't lie about who I am
So in a way im invisible because I am myself
Not somebody fake I am me and only me
So so what that I don't stand out
And that these words will never reach you
But I am who I am and that will never change