Its not easy to win

There's a game life plays
Makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
I'd like to take some time
To clear away everything I've planned

Was it life I've betrayed
For the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
It's not easy to win
Did I sacrifice too much
Could I disappear
And there's nothing left but wasted year's

If I could change my life
Be a simple kind man
Try to do the best I can
If I could only take sides
I'd derail every evil path
I'm about to die
Won't you clear a way for me
Give me strength to fly away

Was it life I've betrayed
For the shape I'm in
It's not hard to fail
It's not easy to win