Bleeding Love

You know that feeling when your head says no but your heart says byes.You know its wrong but it feels so right. I wish we could be together.......
But as it is said, the mind rarely goes with what the heart wants.Wishes often get over shadowed by our doubts.It gets bounded in the clutches of fear. But fear does not mean that you're love is not strong enough. Its the thought of having to choose. Choose between your future and your present. This, scares you.The clutches of fear are actually the fear of losing someone in order to gain that one. These clutches are bound by the so called society and their norms, which we should supposedly follow. No questions asked. But i do ask a question,"why my love has to be so difficult? What's my fault so as to make my love unacceptable?'
My fault........
I fell in love with a person right for me, but wrong for the society.........
Just when the mind found answers, the heart changed its questions. Falling in love or getting hurt by it is something one has no control over. But its up to us if we want to love that pain or hate it. But the biggest thing is, if one choose to love that pain, those people are meant to be together; though they are not. A person chooses to hang on to the pain only when he/she is desperate enough to hold on to the last remains of a dying love.When you love a person truly, you heart is not 'your heart' anymore. So when such people move apart either by choice or by force the 'soul' is torn apart, but not the love. Worse is when you fall in love with a person right for you but wrong for the society.Then being in love is the most difficult thing. Not because your love is'nt strong enough, but because you are being judged for something like you have committed a crime of something of sorts. And I heard love was innocent. It is, to me but not the society.Love is still innocent but its innocence is destroyed but the ugly thinking and ambiguous rules layed down by the society,like some sort of captivity into which they throw in whom ever falls below the false standards. You do'nt care for youself ; you are scared of what could be done to your love. The pain of being dragged away from each other, feeling the pain of the growing distance imposed upon your love. You are nothing but helpless. The irony here is, the ones responsible for inflicting the pain are the one's you once loved.There words would be "we are doing this for your own good" ."Good?But for who?". You are the so called family in this society. In the end, your past have abandoned you and your future is taken away. Its just you standing all alone in the middle of nowhere............