FINISH LINE

FINISH LINE
I just don't quite know what to do
My blood is dripping on my shoe
My mind is tripping over you
And all because I fell for you
But I'm not sure that I'm still there
There's no question that I care
But I was gasping for some air
And now my soul is feeling bare
I like to smile with my eyes
I know you're not like other guys
But you could be my quick demise
Small results from many tries
I used to hold your hand in bed
And write until my fingers bled
Crazy thoughts were in my head
But believe me, I'm not dead
I'm afraid to touch you now
To show you not that I love, but how
I'm real gentle, there's no pow
This is me, I'll take a bow
Now my mind is such a mess
And I don't even feel Butstress
I'm the one who tried the best
You never did that much, I guess
My mind can't get my words to come
Written words, I've still got some
But I just feel so fucking dumb
I guess it's my fault that I'm numb
I want you to want to stay
But listen close to what I say
I only help push you away
cuz we get closer everyday
But that's been me throughout the years
Somehow I cause my own tears
By speaking on my lonely fears
And hearing things that no one hears
If you're a drink, I've got the thirst
But my wounds have all been nursed
I think my love is all but cursed
I just want to come in first
CAN'T SOMEBODY PUT ME FIRST?
I think your love for me has died
And you lied and lied and lied
In these words I wnt to hide:
I never should have even tried