The tragedy of it is that it did not have to happen, that it needed not be fatal--no, she could have had many more years... Alas, tragedy did happen, as that unexpected knocking was a wheeze of terror in the breath of early morning. Startled from my sleep, I groped for a measure of comprehension and dashed to the door. My elderly neighbor appeared, breathless and pale, holding onto a ledge of panic with weak fingernails, fearing for his wife. Then, there was a snap-like sequence ending in a plea for help, and then a rapid return unto his stricken love. I stood on the icy porch and listened as the oncoming siren slashed the predawn quiet like the plaintive wail of a mass extinction. In the glare of lights that made me squint, I waved an arm overhead and, directly, paramedics hurried down stairs through the apartment door. A mustache of perspiration quivered above Tom’s lip; he searched for keys, stirring like a question mark in blue slippers and half-buttoned flannel. She ignored her health for over thirty years; no doctor looked into her eyes. Perhaps it was the throw rug of pride under which she swept improvidence and opted, instead, for indifference, for such cavalier disregard--I do not know. But diamond will not sparkle enshrouded in a tomb. Another species, a gray bewildered cat, remained beneath a kitchen table, motionless. Early on a Saturday, fine crystal fell to jagged rock, and I looked down to witness the consequence of neglect. 35 Lines Writer’s Cramp 2-23-15 |