I
no longer need astrology. It is past time that I feel and realize the
truth. Outer world. The Earth World. The Real World.
The Balanced man
is the True man, and no true man can be something he isn't. Not
without a severe problem.
Stress &
Duress.
To be under true
meaning means to be under true nature, to be under true value means
to be under true position. To be under true position demands you feel
your own feelings, you be your own self. You can't be anything else.
To verify and love
this person, you must be outside yourself. That means, being in the
reality of Earth. The "Outdoors".
Zoloft,
Clonazopam, Aderall, Quetiapine Fumarate (Aka seroquel).
The reason I have
stayed up longer than I should without a single chemical influence,
that being shown through my words and expressions, comes out to be
what I adapt and do not adapt in terms that describe want, feeling,
and accepting/denying zombie-hood.
The reason I have
conflicted my life and self with the medication is simply and
moreover that I deny and describe through confliction that same
problem that propells me to do as I need and need as I do. In more
coherent terms, it is easy to describe the 2 medications Clonazopam
and Seroquel both conflict with my existence of character and
personality in the real world and outer reality. That being a simple
overall sweeping statement, the specifics dive into how Medicated
with a dose of Reality, (and the thing called 'Outdoors',) I needn't
the effects of symptomatic duress/release these pertinent medications
give. My will is not mine own is how I would eventually express the
beginnings of such realizations about mine body and mind. As for my
soul, its soaring at this moment, and its getting god dang near
farther than I originally assumed it could. I originally planned, I
originalled saw or sought out. This is life. Ever real, for I am me,
I am the one saying I am You, within. I am me, that's some such
realization ever sought by many a kindred spirit and soul. This being
an alternative descent into understanding, vibrations never do stay
disimilar to nature, nature of it similar to itself. Simplicity
incarnate is indeed faith, yes, but simplicity in use is simplicity
infused. Must one energize right and wrong for a performance or
addicted act of mental motion? Eloquence aside, obviously not. The
need to express is all that is required to change the world. Let the
world change its own self. You can do it! You have no war. No battle.
No concern but your own. You have your concerns yes, but you who read
this can't perform without them, right? Caroline, Ahlers, Kate,
Borey, My world, the concerns are for and of naught. We will merge.
We will endear the impossible to forever. Motion and beginnings end,
but do not die. Death is nothing but an illusion. Let those who wreak
satiation through implosion do not effect the states conditions and
status of Sol. The light is ever bright when walked in it. True
psychic meditative epiphany? HAH. Good(ness) is but a trickle of
simple heart, and high mind. Feeling is but a semantic icon.
Everyone's lacks from childhood, yes, but forget the details right?
When at one, one is Good. Why bother (with) obstacle(s) in the
,'other', ways? I say, light the line of success through parable
analogy. There, and here we exist. Leaven the energy of thine own
being through all reality. For success is driven through a
pidgeonhole whenever right. Be yourself, you will get far. For your
own right, never forget the details of your past. For your own might,
never question your paths. Experience Life. Again it will light the
way.
-Christopher M-P F
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