Separation of myself unto you I trust with despair Dark and dreary thoughts for Someone else has put me there. Taken piece by piece by piece and never recovered More and more I drowned In this secret well uncovered I try to breathe slowly Making careful waves Silently struggling Looking to the one who cares and saves Hopelessness fills my heart Pounding steady and hard Painful waves of memories My bravery is barred Stranded here in my head Looking wide and around This endless well of struggle Is a desperate noiseless sound Screaming replaces silence looking around to see the screaming of a mad woman I realize it's me Waiting for you to hold me To say it will be ok Looking into your blank eyes Waiting for something you won't say The anxiety is overwhelming In a sense that is so true Gripping tightly at the throat And the source of it is you Piecing me back together Was something I never asked Support to fix myself Too fractured to last Looking in the mirror now Looking at me Startling myself For a stranger I see Beyond repair I feel I am Too broken to be fixed You say the feeling is still there But the signals are mixed Convenience of day Is how I came to be Doing as should maid should This is all, This is me. |