Lukas
didn’t speak of Heli or the dinner again and Ynkeri didn’t
bring it up. She had nowhere else to go and so there was no choice
for Ynkeri to make. For the next couple of days, Lukas made oatmeal,
which had become as boring as he predicted, and continued his drawing
on the cement wall. Ynkeri spent her time watching him grow his stone
garden with pieces of coal that blackened his hands and face. When
they both grew bored of that she went up the stairs and into the
alley to hunt for mice and cats. She never ventured into other
streets and so came back empty-handed each time. Perhaps
there aren’t any other cats to hunt,
she told herself, but it was more likely they were smarter than the
one she’d killed before. Either way, she was relieved to go
back to the basement room and smell boiled rice. If Lukas was
disappointed, he never said so.
Heli
appeared at the door a week later with some soup in a container and
some instructions for Lukas that she couldn’t hear. The woman’s
gaze flitted to Ynkeri only once and then not again until right
before she left.
“I’m
glad you’re still here, Hero’s Daughter,” she said
simply as she walked out, the door closing quietly behind her. Ynkeri
sat stunned until Lukas snapped his fingers.
“We
have a job to do. You in?”
“What
is it?” Ynkeri asked, finding her heart beating hard.
“Are
you in?” Lukas said again, enunciating every word as he smeared
his face and shirt with coal-stained hands.
“I
guess.” She replied, tentatively. The thought of venturing past
the alley made Ynkeri feel queasy.
Lukas
handed her a lump of coal, “Rub this on your face and anywhere
you have skin showing. Clothes, too, like mine.”
“Why?”
“Because
there are lots of normal kids who live in the gutters. So long as we
stay away from more heavily traveled areas, we can avoid scanners.”
Ynkeri
did as she was told, rolling the coal between her hands and then
rubbing her face, neck, and clothes with the chalky black soot. It
went on easy enough. Her hair was already a nest, but she ran her
dirty fingers through her hair anyway.
“Good.
You look as grubby as me now.” Lukas said, putting colored
chalk into his jacket pockets. “Just do what I say and
everything will be fine, ok?” he said at the door.
Ynkeri
nodded and followed him up the dark stairwell. A cold gust of air
made her teeth chatter when they reached the alley and she bent her
head to avoid the freezing rain on her face. In the light of day,
Lukas’ coal-stained face looked silly. Except for the coal, he
looked like anyone. She remembered how ugly and brown her beautiful
blue shoes were just after a couple of days and frowned.
Putting
a hand in a puddle, Ynkeri grabbed a hand full of icy mud at the
bottom and smeared it on her clothes. She grabbed another fist full
of dirt and stepped towards Lukas who jumped back.
“What
are you doing?” Lukas asked.
“Coal
is dirty but mud is gross and it smells bad. We hardly smell at all.”
Ynkeri said through chattering teeth. She wished Lukas had let her
keep the dead man’s coat, but it had smelled so bad that even
after being washed three times, the stench remained. After a second,
Lukas nodded and let her rub the mud on his clothes and face.
“Ready?”
Lukas asked.
Ynkeri
was not ready at all, but she put on a brave smile and said yes.
Lukas led the way, head down and hands in pockets. Not many people
were on the streets in the bad weather and those that were seemed
intent on getting to wherever it was they were going. The streets
themselves were muddy and slick. By the time they’d rounded the
first corner, Ynkeri was soaking wet and chilled to the bone. After
walking for what seemed like an hour, Lukas stopped and ducked under
an awning.
He
looked wet and miserable, but his eyes were clear and scanning the
area. Ynkeri followed his gaze and saw that they were in a run-down
part of the city, nowhere near where she lived before. The place
looked more like a shanty town, cobbled together, piece by piece,
from the leftovers of other buildings. Long sheets of metal served as
both roofs and walls, some had cinderblocks at the base, but most
were sinking into the muddy rivers the rain was creating. The air was
choking her and it was easy to see why: the ditches were filled with
garbage and filth of all kinds. From the stench, she could tell these
homes didn’t have plumbing.
“Do
you see that corner,” Lukas asked, pointing towards the right
and across the street.
“Yeah.”
“That’s
where you need to stand while I do my work. If a scanner is making
rounds, you’ll see it first from there.”
“So
I’m your lookout?” Ynkeri asked, frightened. “How
long will I have to stand there?”
“I’ll
come for you when I’m done. If you see a scanner coming this
way, I want you to turn and walk towards me. Walk, don’t run.
The scanners are programmed to look for speed changes and they will
lock onto your heat signal until they catch you. Don’t make any
sounds and stay calm. There are several places on this street that
are good for hiding out.” Lukas put his hand on her shoulder
and smiled. “I’ve done this hundreds of times. It’s
easy.”
“Okay,”
Ynkeri said, taking a deep breath. Looking to each side, she stepped
off the sidewalk and crossed the road. She hopped the rivulet of
sewage and walked easily to the corner. Looking back, Lukas was gone.
Trying to stay calm, she repeated to herself, He
will come back for me when he’s done.
A different voice replied, You
are the only person you can trust. It
sounded exactly like Heli’s.
Frustrated,
she put her hands in her pockets and squinted against the cold rain.
There was no overhang here, her once matted hair now stuck to her
face and dripped dirty water down her neck and under her layers of
clothes. She was wet and miserable and terrified.
To
pass the time, she imagined getting into a hot bath in the basement.
It would be scalding at first, her toes would feel like they were on
fire, but as she settled in, the water would begin to make her sweat.
The small, downstairs room didn’t have any walls, but Lukas had
nailed a blanket to the ceiling in the far corner so that she could
take a bath or use the toilet with some sense of privacy. Heating the
water took a long time, so they only bathed once a week or so, but
Ynkeri thought it wouldn’t take much to convince Lukas it was
worth the effort today.
As
she was day-dreaming of her bath, a figure appeared in the distance,
huddled and shuffling towards where she was standing. Before she
could decide what to do though, the person turned to the left down a
street she hadn’t seen. It took a couple of minutes for her
heart to stop pounding. Almost as soon as she began to relax, tap on
her shoulder startled her so much that she jumped into the air.
“Did
you see anything?” Lukas asked, ignoring her reaction.
“Just
a person, but they turned into a street a little while ago,”
Ynkeri replied, embarrassed at how frightened she had been. It
wasn’t so bad,
she thought.
“Good.
Let’s go to the next spot.”
Ynkeri
blanched and Lukas smiled at her.
“We
have seven more to go, then we report back to Heli. You up for this?”
She
nodded, disappointed. Worse
and worse news, she
thought.
The
rest of the locations were similar. After an hour the rain stopped,
the dryer weather giving her the opportunity to notice how soaked she
was. Towards the end, she was able to ignore the cold, wet feeling
and pay close attention to the streets instead. As they walked from
spot to spot, the neighborhoods began to look less run down and the
people who walked the streets looked tired, but their clothes were
clean, if not new. They paid her little mind and most even crossed
the street to avoid walking past her. That might have made her upset
in her old life, but it was a relief now.
Lukas
never caught her unawares again, although Ynkeri suspected he was
trying to.
“Alright,”
he said as they turned a corner, “this is the last one.”
Ynkeri
looked around nervously. The sun had started to break through the
clouds and more people were walking the streets. She turned to where
Lukas was standing to protest, but found him already across the
street, disappearing around a corner.
Settling
in, she leaned against the corner of a cobblestone building, the edge
dividing her body in half. On the opposite corner appeared to be a
bakery, the glass windows tall and long to show off the breads and
pastries to passersby. She focused on her thin reflection instead of
the baked goods.
Out
of the corner of her eye, Ynkeri saw a hovering scanner moving slowly
up the street. In the bakery’s window, she could see a mother
and child stop where they were and hold out their hands. The machine
took samples, she guessed of their blood, and she could see the
scanner processing the results, the light on the front blinking from
red to yellow to green in just a few seconds. Ynkeri gulped down her
fear and shoved off the corner. Calm
and slow,
she whispered to herself as she walked very casually towards where
she’d last seen Lukas. He was busy with his chalk and didn’t
see her round the bakery’s wall.
“Lukas,”
Ynkeri hissed, tapping him on his shoulder. Faster than she could
blink, Lukas dropped the chalk, spun around and produced a blade that
flicked open. Seeing her, he took a deep breath and closed the knife.
“Jeez,
girl. No wonder you got that cat-”
“Scanner,
a block down, heading this way.” Ynkeri said, cutting him off.
He
nodded, “Which direction is it coming from?”
“Towards
the bakery windows. I saw it in the reflection.”
“Did
it have anyone stopped?” Lukas asked, grabbing her by the arm
and leading her further into the alley.
“A
woman and a kid, but I didn’t see anyone else on the street
that way.”
“Then
we don’t have time to get up on the roof.” Lukas released
her arm and began moving some trash that leaned up against the wall
opposite where he’d been working. A small door which may have
been meant for deliveries was latched. Pulling out two, fine metal
picks, Lukas began working on the bolt which opened almost instantly.
He opened the door and waved her in, then followed into a dank,
lightless space hardly bigger than they were. Closing the door, they
sat in a perfect black, Lukas’ arms wrapped securely around
her. She had not been held like that since she lost her family and a
lump in her throat threatened to choke her. Instead, she swallowed
hard and focused instead on the beating of his heart, which sounded
as wild as hers must.
She
knew better than to talk or ask questions, so she sat with him,
huddled in silence. After what felt like hours, Lukas disentangled
himself and slowly crept towards the door. In a low whisper he said,
“I’m going to have a look. Stay here until I come for
you.”
Ynkeri
nodded her head even though she knew he couldn’t see her and
hugged her arms around her knees. She started counting in her head to
keep track of the time that passed and hit one hundred and forty-two
before the door cracked open.
“It’s
clear, but we need to move now,” came Lukas’ familiar
voice. Relieved, Ynkeri crawled on all fours until she got to the
door. Lukas helped her to stand. Closing the small door, he latched
it again and covered it with the trash exactly like it had been
before.
Their
walk back was made mostly in silence and Ynkeri kept an eye out for
what Lukas had been up to. Perhaps she just hadn’t noticed
before, but there were a series of lines and slashes that ran as
lengthwise along the alley walls. Ynkeri couldn’t stop to look
at them, but she was noticing as she passed each one that they were
all the same.
“What
does it mean?” Ynkeri asked.
“I
don’t know. It’s a code of some kind but the only people
who know how to read it are the people who are supposed to. I think
about it sometimes- what the messages could mean. My guess is that
it’s probably information for the runners. Schedules, maybe
even instructions.”
“What
do the runners do?”
“Run,
of course,” Lukas replied, flashing one of his crooked smiles.
Ynkeri rolled her eyes, frustrated with the unanswered question. The
more she thought about it, the madder she became.
“You’re
a ass.” Ynkeri said as sped up to walk by the boy’s side.
“I
think you mean ‘an ass,’” Lukas shot back. Ynkeri
wanted to kick him in the shin, but then thought better of it. She
didn’t think Lukas would hurt her, but she didn’t want to
find out she was wrong, either.
“Whatever,”
she mumbled, kicking at a puddle with her boot.
After
what felt like forever, Lukas said, “I’m a runner. A
runner is pretty much anyone who is given a task without knowing what
it means. I guess that makes you a runner, too.”
“But
that doesn’t mean anything,” Ynkeri said. The blue-eyed
boy shrugged.
“Isn’t
that the point?”
Ynkeri
didn’t reply, but thought about what he said. She had a feeling
that was his way of saying he knew as much as she did. They were
quiet for the rest of the walk. Ynkeri thought they were going the
wrong way and said as much, but Lukas said their first stop was
Heli’s. She didn’t want to go, but there didn’t
seem to be a choice, so she followed behind him, this time along
cobbled streets instead of rooftops.
Lukas
knocked and the old man named Pik answered the door just like the
first time. He turned back into the house and shouted, “It’s
Lu and a muddy flower.” Ynkeri couldn’t hear what was
said back, but Pik opened the door wide to let them both in.
∞
After
they both got hot showers in a washroom with actual walls and a door,
Ynkeri and Lukas were invited to sit down once again for dinner. The
nearly toothless Pik sat next to Ynkeri on one side of the table with
Lukas and Heli on the other. Instead of soup, there was rice and
brown beans with what vaguely resembled meat mixed in.
The
dinner started the same as it did last time, with people eating in
silence. Ynkeri was anxious about what would happen next, but no one
seemed to notice.
“Did
you run into any trouble today?” Heli asked, between bites.
Lukas shook his head, “No, not much. Ynkeri saw a scanner in
the baker’s window so we had plenty of time to hide.”
Heli
raised an eyebrow mid-swallow. “That was smart, using your
surroundings,” she said, then took another bite of rice and
beans.
Despite
herself, Ynkeri smiled. “Thanks.” Lukas had done much of
the work and she said so. Lukas looked embarrassed as he swirled his
fork in his food.
“He’s
was a genuine knight in shining armor, saving a distressed damsel,”
Pik said, pronouncing genuine as ‘gen-u-wine.’ That made
Lukas’ face turn a bright red, but he still said nothing.
“You
both did good work. The message was received. We’re already
getting what we needed.” Heli said. Ynkeri could see that even
that much praise was hard for her to say.
“When
do we get to learn what all the hashes and slashes mean?”
Ynkeri asked, knowing she was pushing her luck.
Heli
put her fork down and took a sip out of her plastic cup before
answering. Both Pik and Lukas looked up and watched the old woman,
waiting.
“Why
do you want to know what they mean, girl?”
“I
just…” Ynkeri swallowed and steeled herself. “I
just think we could do more than running around making lines on
walls.” She hadn’t really thought about what else she
would say past that and so rather than saying something stupid she
closed her mouth. She looked to Lukas, but he looked back to his
plate. Pik was grinning.
“Heli-
I like this girl. She reminds me of you.”
Now
it was Ynkeri’s turn to be irritated. “I’m not like
her. That’s dumb.”
In
reply, Pik laughed, “See? Just like you.”
Heli
smiled at the old man- Ynkeri thought it was a forced one. “She
has a fire in her chest, I’ll give her that.” Turning to
Ynkeri, Heli eyed her carefully. Ynkeri decided she wasn’t
afraid of the old woman and held her gaze.
“One
trip out doesn’t make you trained. You had an easy afternoon-
Lu would tell you that if you asked him. ‘Running around making
lines on walls’ is a very important task that I don’t
entrust many others to do.” Ynkeri could see Lukas sit a little
straighter as Heli spoke. “I’ll forgive your ignorance
this time, but know that I will put you where I want you and if you
don’t like it, you can fend for yourself out there.” As
she said the last, she waved her fork in a gesture that clearly meant
away.
Ynkeri
knew she would need to walk very carefully. “I apologize. I
only meant that Lukas is smart and I’m good at being quiet.”
Pik
snorted in amusement.
“I
mean I walk really quiet. I’m a good runner, too. I outran
those stupid men with the guns, before.”
“It’s
true, she scared me nearly out of my skin this afternoon,”
Lukas spoke up, finally.
“Not
an easy feat,” Heli allowed, eyeing Ynkeri once more. “Alright,
Hero’s Daughter. Prove to me you can take orders. Prove to me
that you can handle what you’re asked to do as quietly as
everyone claims you can. Prove to me that you’re a part of this
group. When you do that, I’ll consider other jobs for you to
do, but not before. Understand?”
Ynkeri
put her spoon down and smiled. It was more than she expected. “Yes,
m’am.”
Heli
nodded and stood, signaling dinner was over. “You’ve both
had a long, cold day. Go home and rest. Someone will come for you
when there’s a message to send.”
Lukas
nodded and grabbed his coat and handed Ynkeri hers. Putting it on,
she smiled. The heat of the woodstove had nearly dried her jacket
through.
As
Lukas shut the door of Pik and Heli’s house he said, “You
are insane, girl. Do you know that?”
Ynkeri
shrugged. She’d been chased by armed men for weeks and avoided
a scanner by sitting in a cold dark box, not knowing if it would work
or not. Heli did not scare her.
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