In love with a thought in your head?

He always seems to find me no matter where I go.
He even tries to perk me up when I'm feeling low.
His breath on the nape of my neck entraps my soul.
But every time he comes around my eyes always roll.

His stupid little comments sometimes make me laugh.
But when he gets upset with me I always feel his wrath.
When I try to talk to him people kinda stare.
I cant help the guy I'm in love with isn't really there.

He's more of like a presence that I can not hide.
It's a deep dark secret I keep inside.
But when I get lonely he'll always come around.
It's a scary thing in my life that I have found.

He talks almost everyday but he says he cant here me back.
I guess there is one thing that I lack.
He is not really here on earth but I am here to stay.
Maybe in the future he will go away.