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My childhood growing up was emotionally stable. I had great parents who gave me the self esteem I needed to become a successful adult. I still have three wonderful sisters. This paved the way for a secure and emotional environment to grow up in. My career goal was to become a registered nurse, which never happened. I was married in 1969 to a man that I thought loved me very much. Little did I know that my adult life would be turned upside down for the next 16 years. The emotional history which I am about to share reflects all the aspects of my married life. The husband, who I thought loved me, was a real monster. Early in my marriage I was constantly attacked verbally by my husband. He would reiterate unkind words that left me feeling worthless. This bothered me tremendously. I began to feel very depressed and I felt lost and out of control. Suddenly, the panic attacks, forgetfulness, and depression set in. I could not be the mother I should have been for my children. I tried going to college for nursing but was forced to drop out because of lack of concentration. Finally, I decided to get a divorce. It was the best thing I ever did. Now I am a positive thinker and live my life to the fullest along with four wonderful children by my side. Remember, nothing is impossible unless you believe it to be. |