pour toi

To My Love,


Daily life is a struggle on its own, I constantly ask myself when did life became so unenjoyable? but then there are days when everything is merely perfect, especially when you're with me. It does not matter where, what we are doing, your presence is enough for me. Then, there are days when I wonder will I be able to finish what I have started? Get the degree I am working toward? Be with the person I cannot seem to stop loving? I constantly ask myself these questions and do you know what makes me want to go further? You, me and the hope of becoming the best person I could ever be in life. You might not know this but you inspire me to be a stronger person and to believe that there can be decent people on earth. Yesterday, I spent three hours stargazing, contemplating at the future and trying to figure out what to do if I do not get in into the program I want? What will my back up plan be? I realized then that it is not question of what if I do not get in but believing that I will get in and if I don't, there are multiple ways of getting where I want to get without going through that specific program. I say that to say, I believe that you will make it and that people who tell you otherwise do not see the real you and the potential that you have in store. I know most of the time you want to keep a strong façade because that is how you protect yourself and protect those you care about. I can see that you are struggling but, I can also see how hard you try and I am so proud of you. That's what keeps me motivated every day I feel down your passion to get where you want to get inspires me. And that's what I love about you, yes you are extremely hot, handsome, charming, sweet, nice, thoughtful but I love you because you do not let anything get in the way of your future. You are a fighter, you are smart and full of promises so do not let anyone tell you otherwise because they will be lying to you. It takes a strong man to do what you are doing so do not let me down but more importantly do not let yourself down. I will always be the ear you need to get your anxiety out but also you can always count on me to always cheer you up.

With love,
Yours