THE MAZE I was walking along the beach one day when I saw an old man approaching. He looked like the typical beach-bum we get around here a lot. He just walked right up to me and started talking. I'm interested in language - accents and dialects - so I recorded the old man. I'm glad I did - I was able to transcribe this story accurately - to duplicate his speach phonetically. For me the sound of his voice added to the story. We walked along the beach as he talked. I was tempted to poetically say that I could hear the voice of God in the waves. After you hear the story you'll know why I didn't. It was the old mans voice I heard. "A old man wancit told me a story - there aint no God he said. Aint no shiney old feller what's tellin' us what we gotta do. Go right ahead - do whatever ya want, he tell me. Hard ta decide what'n ya wanter do though. Usley not a and, or a or kinda thing - usley ya got lotsa differnt ways ya kin look at what ya wanna do. Kinda like a maze a choices. Ya pick some an yur a little happier than ya wur, feel a bit better bout yurself - an then there's other choices - Ifn ya makes em ya feel wurs. Ever blamed instant ya gotta keep on a choosen - and ya aint got no help! You on yur own! Guessin some folks think they git lucky makin choices - able to sleep of a nite cuz they feelin' good bout theyselves cuz theys lucky. Or mebe they think they just doin' what some god be a tellin' em ta do. Well me, I knows it aint no god - an purty sure it aint luck. Seemin' ta me that ifn' a man gits all the way through that maze - to tha very end - an still kin sleep real good ofa nite, he musta been makin' some mighty good choices - all on his own. An that feller should feel real good 'bout takin' the credit for the life he done lived - cuz he done it all by hiself. No hep to be had." |