Describing pain from an experience and sideeffects. Dedicated to an old friend. |
I hate it, the pain you hafta feel But once bitten it's a futile fight to heal Attacked the innocent, leaving poison in ur veins Sucked your innocence, now only detriment remains Chased away your fears, still a shadow hides within Going blankly through the years to hide the shame within There's no going back, but can't I pretend saying I wasn't attacked surely then I would mend Of course I was wrong, why's that new I've known all along this fight would be through The wounds won't heal from all the savage snakes To forget all I feel, I'll do all it takes I found a treatment, it reminds me I'm alive It is slightly aberrant but so is my life I'll admit, it's almost an entertaining game But why shouldn't it, if it helps me remember my name I know it sounds silly, I want to be alright Of course it's silly to think I could be right Unfortunately I'm difficult I don't want to change Hating the end result, I love the pain I hate it, watching you writhe If you only let it, I would take it from thy Don't worry, I know how it is Never blurry, it is what it is Multiple bite wounds, I let it bleed out Stuck in the white room, total mental freak out Here I am, can't turn the clock back Unwillingly I can re play the attacks Red and white, blood and scar tissue I'm alright but that you already knew I provided the ink for my tattoo Let the silver sink, red and white room Maybe one day things will change But till I find a way I relish the pain Don't pity me, I am just fine Sweet reverie till the end of time. |