PRAY FOR ME

Used to talk to uncle when I had problems,
He used to say “let me pray for you”
I needed my mother for her love and support , she was never there ,
She used to say “I will pray for you”
I meet my cousins atleast one or two times only,
When I wanted to chill or hang out ,they would say
“I will pray for you”
Used to call my step mom for assistance in getting my shit together
She says “im praying for you”
I used to pray for changes in my dad but fuck the bullshit/
Heathens uptown see me minding my own business,
They would stop me and say “I want to pray with you”
Fuck the small shit/
Fuck I need prayers from a fake ass for?
I got homies wanna hang with me/
I got MMA peoples who wanna bang with me/
I got a woman who still lays with me/
I got a people who wanna play with me/
Fallen folks out there who wished they stayed with me/
I miss the homies from my wolfpack who went stray with me/
I wish the fake asses would stop wanting to pray with me/
Atleast spend more than a day with me/
Fuck the church, come to the dojo and train with me/
Your dumb ass is in the hospital bed losing your life on the eye vee,
While my comrades are winning the game with me/
When he took you away from me,
They came with me/
Fuck you praying for, you got me wishing death on you.
You didn’t do shit for me as your greedy pastor, fornicating ass preacher, thirsty ass ushers and perverted bishop and the money did for you.
What? Shame on me? Fuck you!
My godbrothers and the black belt masters trained me ,better
Than you raised me!
You aint there but you talk about me chasing my goals and dreams when you got me chasing demons.
Pray less,live long. Pray hard ,die young.
Pray,pray,pray ,pray!
If you lucky ,you suffering.
Come see me,come feed me,
Drop the bible, shut the hell up talking to god with your fake self ,and be a real person.
I am your blood ,
I am your biological
I am not anymore,
You were my brother you downed me/
I was your son,you don’t give a fuck about me/
I was your cousin, your just a fake around me/
I was your nephew, you talk shit about me/
I was your grandson, you didn’t even know me,
My people don’t and never did me dirty like that.
Leaving your loved ones behind and playing fake with the bible
Isn’t gonna earn you a spot in heaven.
You cant be a deadbeat and a church goer at the same time/
Without your fake prayers im doing just fine/
While you are praying for me,im finding a way to lose you.
If you pray for me ,
Than why are you always away from me/
Never made a way for me/
Catch a train to me/
Fly a plane to me/
Or find a way to meet,
Like the way you always claimed me?/
Nobody cares anymore in the dog eat dog world how you raised me/
My folks praise me/
And if you ever die,it wont phase me/
Used to talk to uncle when I had problems,
He used to say “let me pray for you”
I needed my mother for her love and support , she was never there ,
She used to say “I will pray for you”
I meet my cousins atleast one or two times only,
When I wanted to chill or hang out ,they would say
“I will pray for you”
Used to call my step mom for assistance in getting my shit together
She says “im praying for you”
I used to pray for changes in my dad but fuck the bullshit/
Heathens uptown see me minding my own business,
They would stop me and say “I want to pray with you”
Fuck the small shit/
Fuck I need prayers from a fake ass for?